Blogging Sucks...

I don't know how anyone can find this enjoyable because really, blogging
sucks!

I don't journal, I don't process, I take notes on facts not feelings.

I don't make sense of or think about what I am feeling or going through... I just try to tough it out and get through
it as fast as possible.

I especially don’t like to share it!

Is anybody even reading this thing?

If so I hope I am not saying anything they won't like...

I am honest and sometimes a little too blunt:

So when I start doing these things, the things I DO NOT do... the truth comes
out.

And today the truth is:

I don't want to talk about my experiences and I am avoiding blogging...

I am
learning The Discipline of Blogging

Side
note...

Yesterday I actually considered blogging but

I
decided I would rather clean my room...

So bear with me... this could get ugly :o)

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I want to tell you a little about training camp
real quick, my next blog I will post more!

I promise!!!

July 14-21

I have never experienced a more draining and fulfilling week in my life...

Physically: morning workouts, not
eating enough

and no matter where you went you were walking up hill!!

Emotionally/Mentally: Grieving: the
things that have been bottled up inside

Being disappointed, seeing your brokenness... not having a bit of alone time

Spiritually:  Chains broken,
battles won... intense worship

Physical healing, prophesying... pushing and begging God for even more.

IT WAS AMAZING!!!!

My Squad: Immersion Squad 1

Blue Squad Pride!!! :)

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Back to this post:

I am learning the Discipline of Blogging:

Even though I don't like it!  I am going to learn to do it!

You have to start
somewhere...

So:

The next four days
I am going to Journal each morning and night

Process training camp and my many thoughts I
avoid

On my fifth day... expect a blog

I might blog about training camp or how this
whole

processing/journaling/blogging this is going.

I DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO WRITE AT THE END OF THESE FOUR
DAYS....

BUT  I AM GOING TO WRITE
SOMETHING!

…AND POSTING SOMETHING IS AT LEAST

A
STEP IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION!

And then I am going to do it again

I am going to develop the discipline of blogging

In the field I am supposed to blog once a week

If
I learned anything at training camp,

I
learned the mission field is where ever your feet are

So
its starts now.

Psalm 121:2---> My help
comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.

Thank you Jesus! I am going to need
your help  :)