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An update…

If you read my last post, (if not this blog may not make much sense) this will be an update for you.

If I had to grade myself:
I would get a C
Well maybe more like a D+

(If I am honest with myself… and… I usually am)

Why such bad grade, and why am I okay with it?
Well….
I did not journal every morning and night,
I even forgot one day!
Also I didn’t blog on my fifth day…

Right now at 11:30 PM it is day six… So really This blog is probably getting posted on day 7.

Oopps…

So yeah I pretty much failed… yeah I suurrrreee did!

But…

I wrote words in my journal
 &
I am posting a blog tonight…

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I have a lot to learn…

        I have a  l o n g  way to go…

BUT from the looks of it…                                                        

I CAN ONLY GET BETTER 🙂

So today as a write a nearly mindless blog  I smile…

because I am improving
and God is working… in me 🙂

Through the journaling I struggle with
The blogs I dread writing
And through the silly smile I am smiling!

Today I find joy in the failure…
I like perfection
(I find FOUND my worth in my success)

I don’t like to fail…
I may not like it, even though I sure did!

But today I find more than a happy moment of success….

I am experiencing the joy that comes from knowing God still CLEARLY has some work to do in me!


(and that goes way beyond the whole learning to blog thing)

2 responses to “FAIL! fail! FAIL!”

  1. “because I am improving…and God is working… in me”
    he is indeed working, sweet friend.

    one step and one day at a time. you’re amazing.
    love you so much! can’t wait to see you again!